I am all smiles as your layers drive me wild,

That kiss so tender so mild.

The wonderful feeling of your curves,

As you feel my sweet caress.

It is making me a mess.

As i get low and still low,

I feel sweet juices start to flow.

I kiss those lips with the softest touch,

I know it doesn't take much.

To get you in that mood,

If i said i wanted you would that be rude.

Or would it be nice that I said it,

You know i really ment it.

I want to eat you in this booth,

I think I chipped a tooth.

I love mango's

Now how many heads went straight to the gutter on that one.  I know all of you did.  LOL

Gio

GOD BLESS

we cry and rave for beter days and better ways to get by and try not to die.  We sit back and relax and just except what comes and say some what may that is why we can;t remember today and have no hope for tomorrow.  We are lost like a renegade in the crazy world of sin feeling lost within.  Broken a battered our world and dreams shattered by the emptyness we feel inside. We try to hide in out shell to scared of heaven and terrified of hell.  What are we going to do what are we going ot say when things, people and obsticles get in our way.  Do we just move aside and let them trample on us like someone being run over by a passing bus.  Or do we wish through even thougth we may loose a foot or a shoe.  If this what we call an existance loving every day with sin and remorse just leasurely having sexual inercourse.  Not afraid of the desease or baby that is to come from this dayly ritual and this daily thing under the sun.  This thing we all go through as it continues to smell like poo.  Is this our Life.  We must ask ourselves.....

You what up peeps.  It is a beautiful and georgious day here on the Rock.  Bermuda that is.  I great day to go to church and say DEVIL GET THE BEHIND.  I am slowly getting back into my poetry.  I am a bit rust but i guess with some more practice I will be back on my heavenly flow.  This is a little something i wrote to tug at your mind.  Enjoy.

Love

What is love?  Is love a mindset or an emotion?  Is it the physical ness of a relationship?  Is it SEX?  How can we truly feel, breath and be love.  How can we love others or say that we do if we are not sure if we love ourselves.  I guess love is a lot of things to a lot of people, right.  To a Christian GOD is love.  But how is that love when love is and emotion or if love is a physical relationship with someone.  Is GOD someone?  Hum.  Can love truly be explained?  Are we as mere men capable of truly understanding and comprehending love?  In Romeo and Juliet there love was physical yet emotional.  How is that though?  Can we truly love someone physically as well as emotionally?  Were can we go for the answer to these questions.  Well I have always believed love to be not just the way someone makes you feel or something someone does to or for you.  But it is a combination.  It is the way you feel emotionally because of the actions of one person.  What I mean is not the feeling of receiving flowers or gifts, but how you feel just being in that someone’s presence.  How you feel from one little smile.  How it makes you feel from just the sound of there voice.  Is this truly love though?  I guess we may never know or understand fully what love is.  For now I we just have to look at our relationships past and present and find our own definition of what love is….

“Feelings”

I’m hurt, yes, I know it,

In front of my crew, I can’t show it.

With them I have to show face,

I have to know me place.

I talk to people and cry inside,

This pain I try to hide.

I mask it with my smile,

Go home and let it out for a while.

I sit at my computer screen and daze,

Thinking about those better days.

About when she used to laugh,

Her joy was even too big for a pie graph.

I try to be tender and sweet,

But her needs right now only GOD can meet.

I try to talk it out on the phone,

She says not now and leave her alone.

I hope to see her soon,

This distance is like being on the moon.

I know that we will be happy together,

We will get through this stormy weather.

I till just take some time,

Now this is the end of THIS rhyme.

I made the oh so speacial women in my life mad and upset.  This remix of lonley is for her.  Love you baby.......

"Sad"
(Giovanni Remix)

Sad I'm Mr Sad,
I have somebody,
I made her mad

I'm so Sad, I'm Mr. Sad
I have somebody,
i made her mad
I'm so sad,

Yo this one here goes out to all my bowyz out there ya kno got that one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullcrap then one day she cant take it no more and gets mad

I woke up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl was upset at me, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl got pissed off, my whole life came crashin

I'm so Sad (so Sad),
I'm Mr. Sad (Mr. Sad)
I have somebody (I have somebody)
but i made her mad(made you mad) girl

I'm so Sad (so Sad)
I'm Mr. Sad (Mr. Sad)
I have somebody (I have somebody)
but i made her mad(made you mad) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just pissed you off this much, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you are a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

I'm so Sad (so Sad),
I'm Mr. Sad (Mr. Sad)
I have somebody (I have somebody)
but i made her mad(made you mad) girl

I'm so Sad (so Sad)
I'm Mr. Sad (Mr. Sad)
I have somebody (I have somebody)
but i made her mad(made you mad) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so sad

I'm so Sad (so Sad),
I'm Mr. Sad (Mr. Sad)
I have somebody (I have somebody)
but i made her mad(made you mad) girl

I'm so Sad (so Sad)
I'm Mr. Sad (Mr. Sad)
I have somebody (I have somebody)
but i made her mad(made you mad) girl

Never thought that id be this sad, I didnt hope you'd be mad this long, I jus want u to call my phone, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

I'm so Sad (so Sad),
I'm Mr. Sad (Mr. Sad)
I have somebody (I have somebody)
but i made her mad(made you mad) girl

I'm so Sad (so Sad)
I'm Mr. Sad (Mr. Sad)
I have somebody (I have somebody)
but i made her mad(made you mad)

Just Because

Why do we never think about the pain we cause?

We say we do it just because.

What kind of excuse is that, it is so lame and it is so whack?

We say we say it just because.

Why do we not forgive and forget this sin?

We say we don’t just because.

Why do we run amuck like fools?

We say we do it just because.

Why do we lie and cheat?

We say we do it just because.

Why do we listen to satins whack beat?

We say we listen just because.

Why do we follow GOD?

We do it just because we should…

Have I

Have I changed or am I still that of my former self,

Just worrying about Money, lies and game looking for material wealth

Have I truly changed or am I still a sinner,

One Who Will Lie to the ones he loves just for his own good.

Have I truly changed or am I still that scared little boy,

That boy still fighting to know, how to be a Man.

Have I changed for real or am I frontin again,

Am I still the same as before or have I changed for good.

Have I changed my life, or do I still live in my past.

Do I look towards the future and blame my life on my past.

Have I felt a change or is this some weird joke.

A joke played on me, trying to get me to choke.

Have I changed a lot, maybe just a little?

I’ve changed enough to seal this deal forget about going back.

I think that I have changed; I try and seek to every day.

I will never be the same as I once was, no not for one more day……

Pain and Misery

Why do I mess up so much and cause so much pain and misery

I hurt the ones I love and cause them so much pain and misery

I’m trying to change my life for GOD, but I still cause pain and misery

I tried too much to make it work and I cause more pain and misery

Why do I bother to go on causing so much pain and misery

GOD says to bring it all to me I’ll ease your pain and misery

I talk about how I’ve changed but it still hurts her, all my pain and misery

I still feel that hurt to baby, from all my pain and misery

I cry and weep a lot from that pain and misery

Even thought GOD is making me new, still feel pain and misery

That is still the devil working in his pain and misery

Lord release him from my and Chinues life, all his pain and misery

Help us to overcome this pain and misery

And if we are not together, it will cause pain and misery

As long as she is happy, no more pain and misery

God release it from her this day I pray, all this pain and misery

Guide us to your light, out of this pain and misery

Hello World,,

My life with the help of GOD is slowly getting better.  How do you ask.  Well after so many months I finally went back to church today.  I was going to go to my home church but somehome I decided to go somewhere else.  I felt good after going there too.  I feel like GOD wanted me to go there ot get what HE wanted me to get. 

Then this afternoon I had a blast selling Mini Donuts at a local exabition.  It was so much fun.  I am a pro at it now.  Anyway that is about my day.....  Nothing else much to tell.

Gio

GOD BLESS